my footprints

4th of e month!

2011-10-04T15:03:00.005+08:00

its 4th of e month... time flies like nobody business. there's a saying with the right person u r with, time pass extremely fast...can't help then to fully agreed to that!

we choose to lead the kind of life we wants. thank for respecting my choice and let me fly. i know you will give me your blessing no matter what. for that thanks a million. i'm glad to have you for sure. =)

its time to bid goodbye to this old blog, follow me @ my new blog http://bubbles-j.blogspot.com/ =)

Call me the summons queen!

2011-10-02T19:17:00.001+08:00

It's 2nd Day of e month n see what I got!

AGAIN?!?!?! Not again! Haha!
A love letter from our dear carpark tender! Hmmm...what more can i say? They love me. huat ah! Btw anyone love me even more and willing to share my loss?!?!? =)))) Haha!

I think my dear friends are all mocking la! It's ok I know I make ur day with my 50bucks fine! XOXO

FYI I got a 200bucks summon before fr parking at loading n unloading so ppl pls beware of that dont repeat my foolish mistake as illegal parking fine is only 70bucks!

- bubblesj <3

keep smling, keep shining my friends

2011-10-02T15:55:00.003+08:00

HIIIII PEOPLE!

recently alot of u had being showing concerns to me just because i closed down my facebook. thanks for all the loves! =)

dont worry people im perfectly fine! nothing big happen on me its not a sudden close in fact its suppose to be close much earlier but due to my bdae event thus it's delayed... i dont need to account the reasons of closing my fb but to the facts that why vent my thoughts on fb when i can share in personally to my loves one? and i dont have anyone on fb that i wanna stalk thus i dont see the need of having my fb...

for sure i will activate it again when i got a event to host...LOL which is not so soon of cuz!

delicate this 2 songs for my loves ones...my dear friendS dont worry im not gone...im still approachable if you need help but pls not in term of $ LOL when sadness arrived, think of me! you are not alone and wont be alone i assured! =)

dont let the world steal your feelings! live, faith, love! spread the loves!

Super in trust in this!

2011-10-02T12:14:00.001+08:00

It's rare for my tarot and horoscope to sing the same song. Lol. So what does it suppose to show? A rival for Mr.tan? And defiantly according to e love scope whoever confess to me tdy will made us a awesome couple. Wait a min! So does ah tan included??? Hmmm...... Btw this had always being very accurate on me!

- bubblesj <3

He's like a gift to me.

2011-09-30T15:34:00.002+08:00

enjoyed myself ttm ytd! thanks ah tan! <3

specially for you. you know who you are! =)))

ps: dear all pls treasure your loves ones and tell them how much u love them when there's still a chance. Life is short let's treasure! =)

Tonight is e night.

2011-09-27T20:54:00.002+08:00

2011-09-14T10:39:00.000+08:00

If any case if u r missing me,

I'm here to say hi!

Happy 3rd Monthsary MTAH&JWSL

2011-09-04T13:12:00.001+08:00

And I want you to know baby

I I love you like a love song baby
I I love you like a love song baby
I I love you like a love song baby

And I keep hittin' re-peat-peat-peat-peat-peat...

Welcome to September!

2011-09-02T03:13:00.003+08:00

1st teacher's day.
4th 3rd monthsary / sis wedding
9th yve's 3rd
11th 100th day <3
13th wendy's 21st
15th rae's 21st celebration
16th round 1 celebration with twin
22nd bro's rom
24th actually celebration
26th my big day!
28th vina's 21st
29th rae's actually day.
30th bye bye sept!
Simply love sept! <3~~~~~*

Only iPhone read it. 

2011-08-30T16:15:00.002+08:00



2011-08-28T14:28:00.002+08:00

Is funny how some have it yet humble n shutup abt it. Yet some doesnt have it singing out loud like having it!
Oh singing out loud get back honey, singing out loud get away with me!

We r going for my fav fis-ball mee...wheeeeeee!!! I'm like a kiddo I know! Hehe a happy kiddo <3

2011-08-26T15:42:00.001+08:00

clueless!

2011-08-17T12:44:00.002+08:00

if you happy and u know it shout hurray...
H-U-R-R-A-Y!!! <3333...

i'm back

2011-08-10T21:20:00.007+08:00

its bloody bloody long since im here! haha! clearing up hotmail and notice i still got a half alive blog. its suppose to be dead cause i chose to dump it away quite sm time ago.

lucky i didnt del it! because its all memories that money cant buy! memories since 2 years ago(my bdae till date). to look back is all silly things done by me! HAHA!

its funny how optimistic i used to be. how i had seen clearly abt how's life work before and had forgotten abt it. how people who once in my life is being forgotten. MR. L.C haha! couldnt believe i had forgotten such a good guy who once gave me the world...smt its not really bad to blog thing out. at least there is some trace of how u had really felt for smt at that point of time... and now i shall make this blog alive...

Good Bye!

2010-11-30T13:53:00.004+08:00

this blog began on 26/09/2009 (my birthday) within this year, lots of things had happened. a number of people left my life so do a number of people came in too.

everything had pass but memories shall stay.

beautiful, awful, nice , sweet, horrible, irritating , happy or sad. no matter what is it, it's part of my life and part of me.

now, a new chapter of my life shall begin @: http://slovesl.tumblr.com/. stay tune!
i will try my best and be stronger and stronger same to my friends too! all the best in ur life!

with loves.
jas =)

day by day. simon says

2010-11-26T17:11:00.007+08:00

Day 38.

Think this 3 words is very simple but it had all the meanings that i wanna convey to u.

As days passes, our love shall get deeper and deeper and get more and more.
Mr Simon Lim, i love you =)

Peek a boo! What a boring Friday night! My dearest is being locked in camp…sadly gt t wait till tmr then can see him! Haha if it doesn’t rain, we shall go cycling with Mr snowie in e basket and then vivo for my cake n ice-cream! Ooops sinful day! Haha! but I’m loving it!

i'm missing my boyf! ♥

2010-11-25T15:51:00.003+08:00

Saw this on aud's facebook post quite sometime ago...DAMN TRUE! shall keep that in mind! :)

baby is in camp! haha i'm like having so much freedom outside and poor him is being locked in camp on weekdays and the weekends he is giving me! that is the reason y i should love him more!

but i really really really do hope baby will meet his friends out once in awhile then meeting me always which i love it! =)

i cant wait to go cycling with baby and snowie at ecp this weekend. AND baby i wanto go vivo to eat secret recipe's cake and b&j ice cream! can I? =p

chapter closed

2010-11-03T10:51:00.006+08:00

It’s long since I last on my laptop. Guess when? More than 1 month ago. 26th Sept 2010, my birthday.

But I know I’m so going to on my laptop more n more, to feed my blog with posts.
I took the courage and tender my fav job, the job that I had fought for, and the job that I pray for. Contradicting I threw it away. It was just like ytd, when buddy accompany me for interview. When I’m sad because I don’t think I perform well for interview. Buddy said this first job will not last long as it will not be ur forever job. Now I know what she meant.

I never regret quitting. In fact I think much lighter now. If u were to know I love stress I love challenges I love adventures I love to push myself high. But my body can’t take it. Sad to say is not that I’m always happy. Is I must be happy. If you don’t understand. It’s ok . it’s not for u to understand anyway.

I remember the last day of my job dad even offered to fetch me off work from jpt haha but sadly his offer came in late. Numerous of smses wishing me happy last day n asking me out for dinner guess lots of ppl is happy that I had quitted. I admit I lost a lot of things thanks to my work. Now I shall earn it back.

I walked home from sembawang mrt. An hour plus journey. I remember the last time I walked it took me 2 hours when I was sad. Perhaps this time is faster. I walked n I tears. I walked n I cry. I cried till that bad that I squad down half way n cry. Cry till I can’t breathe. Finally I cried. Finally I feel de pain giving up my fav job. I’m not afraid to let ppl know about it. YES I CRIED. And after that I felt so much better… so much so much perhaps it make me feel less guilty for being so irresponsible AND I don’t feel like finding job so soon…LOL if i were to say, i not sad for sure i'm lying but now the feeling had faded...

I’m like a nanny now. Sending n fetching 2 lil kids at home to sch n back home. Cooking breakfast lunch n dinner… haha! Ya, it’s long since I last step into e kitchen. Surprisingly my fingernail didn’t restrict me! Haha! Guess what is the breakfast for today??? chicken scallop porridge... :))) lastly now I got more time for my baby snowie too…

Gd bye! don't surprise if i would leave ur life one day
because my pride will never let me stay...

Old chapter closed. Arise of new chapter.

i'm twenty...

2010-09-26T21:51:00.008+08:00

finally i'm twenty...

no celebration at home as grandpa had just pass away less than a year... but i'm thankful for those friends whose let me felt the loves and never let my bdae be lonely...

best present is from mum: she told me she is selling my car away...LOL

if you ask me what have i achieved?

sad to say nothing... no 0000000000000 in my bank account... but maybe only 0.00 lol!

at a moments i was wondering y is everyone so happy and blessed in their life then i noticed my life was even more awesome compare to the others...but i wasnt contented

i might not be born normal but at least God gif me the chance to live on and i can see that there is even more unfortunate one compare to me...so what if i'm born normal? i might lost the ability to see how beautiful the world is. don't u agreed when u had the best you will nv treasure it?

at least i'm blessed with my family... at least i'm blessed with my friends...
what else can i ask for? my birthday wish is... i hope everyone will learn to treasure what u haf... be happy n contented... everyone will live on happily n had a better life than me! =)

i will live on hard and celebrate my 21st, 22nd, 23rd... my babies 21st, 22nd 23rd... and i wanna thank those thieves that break into my house last night to surprise me with a cake when i'm in my most unglam outfit...lol life had nv be fair just like our fingers had nv be of equal height... i felt thankful for ppl who love lousy ppl like me... i dont know y, but thank to let me know... i'm not alone...

休息是为了走根长远的路...

2010-08-31T13:49:00.002+08:00

if you ask me what am i busying nowadays...the only ans is WORK!!!
if you ask me why am i so free now then...my ans is i'm having my break...

all e way off till IT show... lol can see how it's going to b hell session soon...

my job had given me something but had taken alots of things away from me at the same time. So i dunoe to be happy or sad...

So not a day.

2010-08-18T01:34:00.002+08:00

Got a damn sinful supper. 2 fried chicken wlngs, fish n chip, curry chicken n nasi lemak at 12+ yet my mood wasn't even a lil cheer up at all. Drank a lil made me even more emo. All I can say is I don't like e feeling now. Shall draw a line from now onward.

i'm back

2010-08-12T17:59:00.002+08:00

since long i'm here. suppose all my readers are gone i believe. haha time files and now it's 3rd week of work... i will start blogging soon and last but not least

HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY TO AUDREY VOON!

nt so gd.

2010-07-09T10:40:00.001+08:00

y m I so affected by you??? y? y? y?

trying to gd ever since you're gone.

e DnD

2010-07-02T07:52:00.006+08:00

texted baby

me：yes or no?

baby: yes, y?

me: haha yes or no to put on hair extension for dnd!

baby: NO! then you are not suppose to look too pretty without me ok! i'm still alive!!!

me: HAHAHA ok got it!

i dunoe since when i listen to commands haha but in the end i went without!
anyway, i love my job...not because the pay is good. also not because the job scope is go0d. also not because the time is good. definably not the location is good. is because the PEOPLE there is DOPE!!! sadly ah lian had left but i'm sure we will meet one day...

2010-06-06T22:24:00.003+08:00

hell life starting tmr. to be actual. it starts in 12 hours time. haha...

may God please bless golden. bless him with good life and hopefully his new owner will dote him lots and treat him like her precious baby. please! the feeling on the journey over there aren't gd at all. I swear. I had being worrying for him all my way there n my tears is like free flow one. no matter how hard I had tried, dad just refuse to keep him. hai... hopefully sent him away is a gd n right choice.

see even not my dog I'm already so sad. how can I dare to imagine anything happen to snowie? how dare I? dear God pls bless him too...

2010-06-06T01:12:00.001+08:00

Body clock wakes me up @7.30 today…lol it seem like im getting use to 9-5 timing. But the sad thing is everything had alrdy ended. No longer need 9-5 anymore… gd or bad hard to comment now!

In less than a week, I’m heading hk with Audrey and rae. Can’t wait! The little exit I can have! Then it will only b hell session and hell session and only hell sessions!!!

Anyway today kite session is fun… instead of burning fats, think I had gain weight instead. Thank to the laksa, my dinner! Lol…anyway feel kind of sad now… dad is giving golden away…=(

2010-06-04T13:40:00.003+08:00

even the air smell so different today! because it's last day!!!

gng where to play later? st James? erm...

can't wait for tmr kite session too!!! hell life comin soon!

她让我发现我在说谎。

2010-06-02T19:01:00.004+08:00

原来一直到现在我都走不出没你的世界
但我们也不能走回从前

一切都发现的太迟但我宁愿我永远都没发有发现。

no more millionaire life!

2010-05-30T23:32:00.003+08:00

back from batam!!! omg this 3 days is like 3 sec to me! so fast it's over! :( missed my millionaire life!!!

lol ppl do you know what is the first thing I did over there?
I sell away my handphone for 1million rp (150sgd) n I spent it within half a day! lol oh yes the insane jaster is back!

I always think i'm random n unpredictable! haha so now I'm surviving "phoneless" now haha

getting new phone tmr! oh yeah oh yeah oh yeah hey! hahaa
but still sad to say there's training tmr......this 3 days is definitely a time to breathe! n hell session starting real soon!

n now I missed my twinnie n my kite session!

2010-05-22T16:56:00.002+08:00

I'm back! finally? maybe u can say so. haha

working life is busy. tiring. stressful but i like it!

life now is very different.tat wat I can say. how different? think u gt to feel urself. lol
I prefer working life than studying for sure.

jia you WSL!

2010-05-11T22:10:00.001+08:00

4th day of my training. I can say I hate 9-5 hell lots.

I miss my palace
I miss my king
I miss ordering of ppl
I miss venting my anger like crazy
I miss swapping of my unlimited card
I miss shopping without thinking
I miss the place I used to be.
I miss the life I used to had

I feel like going back. but I know if I were to do it. it will be the biggest joke of the history in WONG family.

it's hard to cut everything off at one go. smtimes I feel like crying because instead of scolding ppl, I'm being scolded. I feel like everything is so different. so so different. I know I had choosen this path n I had no regret. just wanna rant because i'm not a super women I can't get used to the so "different" life at one go.

but i will always remember this with what mr wong had given me today. I must work hard and return him with even better life than what he had given me! I don't wanna b a useless person! n I found that I'm SUCK in pleasing ppl because I had not being doing it for the past 19years and I had no idea how to do it. e only thing I can say is wtf it's tough! nb. but I still got to do it to survive. n I'm making things worst! y don't my queen born me with a pretty face? then no matter what I do ppl will still like me? LOL sound so BIMBOO

humans.

2010-05-03T22:13:00.003+08:00

life will nv b fair. even our fingers are all of different length isn't it?

if life will b fair then it will be bored. isn't it?

don't toss me around like a ball. seriously it's super annoying. don't come to me when u feel like and toss me away as n when u like too.
u might think u r not doing it but u gif me this feeling. whoever feel hurt upon reading this. I'm sorry prehaps u r guilty but I might not b refering to u because I'm always dumb slow and my torence level is high.

anyway I feel super irritated when ppl put words in my mouth. I can take joke but not jokes like this. wanna express any feeling? pls use ur own name. don't use mine because I don't need anyone to convey any MSG on my behalf.

human sld learn from every incident that happened.

2010-04-29T23:00:00.003+08:00

a heart can be broke into pieces again.
but it can't be break by the same person.

a wound can be heal one day
but the scar will forever be there.

no more princess life. but I'm still a princess :)

2010-04-27T22:46:00.000+08:00

it's been 1 week even since I left my palace yet I left like it's ages ever since I left there.

working life is dope. I love it to the max. yet somehow not so loving it. haha. how good will it be if I had princess treatment like how i use to have for the passed 19 years at my working place too??? haha but I can only say WLL lor. anyway my working place is good=] full of friendly ppl!!! but still I got to becareful of my words n action because I no longer got my king backing me up. HAHA

getting more use to my new life nowadays. I believe my choice aren't wrong. altot my salary lost to my pocket money yet I'm happy to left n be independent.

I actually feel like crying @ 2nd day of work because I felt so useless that I can't help in anything and I'm so occupying spaces.

I miss my kids @ 3rd day because I saw small kids running around and misbehaving and till today day 8 I'm happy to say it's my off day! happy day baking cookies at home! more days to go. I will work hard because I don't wanna be a useless ppl.

my new chapter of life begin tmr.

2010-04-18T23:04:00.003+08:00

Oooo it's work day tmr!!! no more freedom because it's a full time job. n it's time to learn to have some responsiblity. can't take off like as n when I like anymore.

so for now the least n the most you can do as a friend, sister, buddy or maybe a lover now is wish me good lucks and all the best in my new job!!! and for that I shall say a BIG THANK YOU to you!!! muack.

don't ask me wat job I'm doing. I don't really have confident in it. I will reveal one month later. when it's stable ok! for those who alrdy know help me to keep it low first Kay :) thanks. nite ppl!!!

I shall thank Him for giving me such a great buddy on earth

2010-04-15T11:28:00.003+08:00

you know me the best.! isnt it??? smt human dont even knows what they want. what they are doing. and they need people who know them well to observe them. analyse their behavior and tell them how they feel.

surprisely when I log into fb today I saw msg from my buddy. at that moment my mind is clear. :) thank thank thank. n buddy I will work hard and we shall have good life tgt soon!!! haha

2010-04-14T21:02:00.000+08:00

Even since last week, I had already being receiving calls from that company asking me for this n that. Somehow I already expected I had gotten that job.
True enough when I submitted everything yesterday and I got call today to say I’m selected for the one and only two job I applied. It’s the first job I applied and I got in. I should be happy, but somehow I’m not.

Dad had being asking me not to go. Stay and take over his business. Somehow I felt so fickle minded. Perhaps it’s time to stay away from my dad’s shadow. If I were to take over his, whatever I have in the future, people will see it as his and it’s an easier path. But if I go out and work base on my ability whether I succeed not, at least I tried. Isn’t it?

I'm free!!!

2010-04-12T22:18:00.000+08:00

it day 101. even the air I breath in smell so different. 100 days of torture!!! no party-ing no movie-ing no mj-ing no night life-ing n fair enough even altot without all these unhealthy event, my wallet does become fatter haha my size become fatter instead!!! lol n it's time to enjoy!!!

a lie need another lie to cover it.

2010-04-07T13:47:00.002+08:00

i just hate silent so much tat i called him up n said let's break up since you cant clear your shits up and i hate hanging. In the first place if there isnt that lie there wouldn't be a start.

Oh dear i take things too lightly nowadays that guess ppl is pissed off by me. Lol

the little escape in life.

2010-04-04T14:50:00.002+08:00

Ytd kite session with E, V,QH and S were definably a fun day! But I guess the marina barrage is not an ideal place for picnic…lol because everyone is busying running on the grass patch and it look damn damn damn weird if u were to sit in the middle of their run way…lol as for the food wise it’s yummy but I guess it quite a lot and it become our breakfast cum lunch cum dinner together.

Before my eagle was to actually hit its highest point in the sky, she was badly injured by V. lol the kite noob. V blames the kite to be lousy and when it reached in my hand, she actually flew high high up. When I was about to call v’s name to show off that injured eagle can fly, my kite actually went out of string without noticing it and I call v’s name when she turnover she see me chasing the air(it was the string actually) but mission fail. I blame v for scolding my eagle and now she flew off! See la!

Sm lucky one get to hold the string I said it’s my eagle but V say it’s not cuz no eagle head. V went to hunt my eagle back (in the end it is). There inside story and it very funny but shall skip it cuz it’s damn long n drama! Poor eagle is damn badly injured and wet! Haha but it’s a fun day.

last stop at my place. qh whipping food for my parent! haha and she can burn fats with all my bland knife! but it was delicious! thank bud!

For those who had not try to fly a kite before I will encourage you to try. Do you prefer to fly it from the bottom or to only play with it after sm1 fly it up? Flying a kite it’s like life. Something it’s not only hard work. You need the wind (luck/chance). And if you fly at a right time it will went up all the way. If not, no matter how you run, the kite will not go up.

2010-04-02T16:15:00.002+08:00

FINALLY GOT IN BLOGGER!!! my blood vessel is going to burst!!! i dont know why am i So so So pissed off!!! but it's alright...maybe menses is coming...running away to jurong...destressing...

joke of the day~~~
me: daddy get me an iphone and i shall give u my itouch...
dd: like that huh? you shall keep your itouch then...

LOL daddy is cute! aren't him? k ciao....

today is not a gd day altot I saw him.

2010-04-02T14:35:00.001+08:00

I don't know y when a phone noob accidentily deleted my unread sms which i also dunoe sent by who. I get so piss off tat I start shouting n scolding like an idiot. perhaps it showed how screw up my feeling is and I even almost get into a accident. God bless me pls.

who think for me in my shoe?

2010-04-01T20:11:00.006+08:00

twitted "Tinky Winky,Tinky Winky Dipsy ,Dipsy Laa-Laa ,Laa-Laa Po,Po! teletubbie, teletubbie say hello, edllo..." on twitter and to my horror i recieved this reply

TeletubbieGang
@jastersL heyy much love remember to FOLLOW us, Itz teletubbie time lets get it!!

OMG! scary!!! i wonder how this TeletubbieGang found me!

not in a good mood now...even myself also dunoe y. just felt tired. 2 things happened today (suay) and i thought of explaining but it's not useful at all. all my words just like throwing into the rubbish bin...anyway forget it. word out of anger will never be nice...let time do the job instead ba...

human are hard to please isnt it? fyi God created me not to please anyone of you anyway. you will only tell me what i did is not enough. can you pls tell me which part of it is not enough? you will only know the not enough part but do you know i'm trying? and trying very hard...for that can you see it? can you appreciate it? at least give me some encouragement, not showering me with a bucket of cold water and ask for more. i seriously feel tired...

合着来，不合着去 if we cant get along then prehaps spilting is the best choice...friend come and go a fact in life...

the little foot is calling for help...

2010-04-01T00:21:00.002+08:00

can you pls call 999 for me? i wanna report my master abusing me! she is making me wearing a 4 inches heels when i'm not even fully recovered! she is abusing me! pls save me by calling 999. NONONO prehaps 995 instead. it more realistic to save my life first...else i cant report her for abusing!

LOL pardon me for my random nonsense! lalala gd nite ppl or prehaps gd morning!!!

my little big bully tat makes my world round!

2010-03-31T20:46:00.003+08:00

plan for a picnic-ing at marina barrage on sat. decided to cook herbal tea of some kuku(s) n my dearest buddy say. eh we going picnic lei u think we going mountain fishing huh? still drink herbal tea... they even banned to have herbal tea on tat day!!!

hello!!! do you know my special herbal tea is always highly on demand and not everyone is so honour to drink it??? LOL dun wan sua, easier for me!!!

i know you are kidding, so m i =)))

2010-03-30T21:42:00.001+08:00

at this moment I felt so useless. So so so useless. because the things is not mine I can speak so cheaply. seriously the only things I can give is the cheapest things on earth. tons of words.

but i'm sm1 who experience the same thing b4. I got the same fear but i wasn't treated so luckiy, I was being shouted badly n tat makes me even more scare n sad n no one wiped my tears for me no one understand me. so I really hope u wouldn't give the same feeling to sm1 u love.

pardon me to talk so cheaply. really sorry but if I were to think in ur shoe ur tempt alrdy better than mine. but still sorry.

right now hopefully the two of u will be fine.

2010-03-28T16:01:00.004+08:00

at this time. i'm no longer angry or mad abt what had happened ytd. never will i again. no longer will i triggered past feeling out when something happened again. because it's pointless. right now, present is the word. what for to get affect by the past when we can no longer turn back?

the only thing i wanna do is 紧紧地抱着你 even it's just a sec just that 1 sec i'm alrdy contented. but can i? i know i wouldn't even if i got the chance because i don't wanna cause anymore misunderstanding. I'm no longer a kid, I must responsible for my actions.

2010-03-27T23:49:00.001+08:00

at this time I'm really mad mad mad. how many time already??? I hate to plan things ahead. u know like u plan plan plan n plan but when time reached cancel is the word. the how abt all the planning???

words words words all the words from you. saying this n that in the end how many time did we did the things u say???

the most irritating thing is everytime we plan so well with ur words b ect. just at the very last moment there will be smt happened or tat third parties appeared. I'm so sick n tired of everything. seriously I hate to fall from the top. everytime so happily waiting for tat moment to reach and in the end only disappointment. y y y???

u tell me why??? why r u doing this to me??? no more planning for now onward!!!

2010-03-23T05:54:00.004+08:00

slpt as early as 12 last night. dont know y... went shopping with heels and find myself tired till the max... spent like 300 and i wanna bang the wall... kind of pissed off by some of package things @ north point... i felt extreme broke... being a daughter of a millionaire no one will believe i'm poor isnt it? everyone is telling me dont worry la when u r dried up ur parent will water u...like real? or sld i say hope so???

wake up as early as 5 i dunoe y... not 8 hours yet and i'm awake... not even 6 hours... that's unhealthy isnt it? logged in fb... fucking pissed off... blood boiled till the max... another unknown in my fb account...long story but i just felt pissed off...SO PISSED OFF...no one to complain to at this timing so got to do ranting here...

i just dun like unknown in my account n y r u keep adding ur friends in??? argh!!! it's time to do some filtering!!! btw y arent result out??? i dont need to pass with flying colour, just give me a pass to say gd bye to nyp...(oh i sound so useless thot)but pls...

2010-03-16T23:53:00.000+08:00

I was like a santa claus today. moving around wld area giving out those gifts. seeing the smiles wore on their faces and said thank you make me feel great and everything worth. taste Joe's home cook food. yummy!!! the most touchy thing is my best bro on earth specially send me home even when he just reached home after a tiring day of work. he had planned everything nicely even b4 I arrive. send me till my door steps and said good bye. :) thank bro. and it's so annoying that everytime I go over ur place I can only stay at the ground level. altot u don't mind but can this hundred days faster over pls!!!

smt I also dunoe what I want. but willingness is the word. no one is being force. it's both parties issue.

y m I always joking when I wanted to cry.

2010-03-15T00:18:00.003+08:00

I don't like when all the feeling just rush up my brain all the old membories flashing non stop.

thank to a drunkard I met today. anyway everything have over. FULLSTOP! I will not fall back anymore.

I don't go with e crowd. I go with my feel.

2010-03-14T00:41:00.003+08:00

recieved long waited call from Singapore. I hesitated that unknown number before I ans it. lucky it's a worth ans call. :)

baby I know u too well that I can see every plot of ur with my naked eyes. what for to make urself suffer??? ur life is good learn to be contented pls don't do silly things to attact my attendation. I will use it for those who need it more than u. grow up pls!!!

e moment I left n u didn't hold me. everything will never be the same.

bubby CQH I'm so missing u!!!

2010-03-12T23:54:00.003+08:00

e first time I blogged smt n had taken it away.

because it spell as can't be bother. right???

buddy I'm damn damn poor down here now!!! how?=x

2010-03-12T01:16:00.002+08:00

hello hello hello!!!

hello from japan!!' r u missing me??? u better do because I'm missing u badly!!! lol

ok stop all the craps I know u all miss my craps so I'm here to entertain u all!!! see how good I am!!!

but tat all for today off I go now to slp!!! continue to miss me ok. my gd boys n girls haha!!!

b4 I go let me tell u smt I'm so gng to Disney sea later!!! haha don't slap me ah!!! u can't too!!!=p

ciaoz...

bye...

2010-03-09T12:13:00.007+08:00

HOHOHO i'm here.

guess i sld blog b4 i fly else i might lost the drive to blog...
do you have Skye account? @ me @ my email address...my msn account and i can call you while i'm in japan... around Singapore timing 11pm i sld be online if there is internet...=)

ok back from Indonesia as you can see i dont feel like coming back because i feel so relax down there. i'm a millionaire down there!!! haha ppl down there is friendly not so cunning not so rude but anyway i'm alrdy back so guess no point looking back...

i'm so touch when Jefri came down to sg to fetch us over. his dad, uncle Jeffrey fetch us from the terminal there. stay at their place and i felt so ps cause they are such a good host!!!

there i am the place where Jefri grow up. the place which i had nv been to yet he stay for years... anyway it's a nice place... aunty whipped whole table of good food...seafood and i felt so guilty because both jefri and his mum dont eat seafood and they didnt know that i allergy to seafood too!!! anyway i didnt care much and i just eat... i tell you the food is DELICIOUS!!! suffering after that is worth!!!

shopping down there is awesome! a good quality and nice shirt cost less than $20...the food there is nice too.i guess i had gain 2 kg down there. the 1st day at Jefri's house i had alrdy gain 1kg... wth man...

ok main point--- is fun and nice... bad side is by playing the lion fever in their arcade around flew off $300plus sg dollar...y? because their money too difficult to count. too many zero...

anyway thank uncle Jeffery... you rock till the max!!! shall blog abt him when i'm back... haha he simply rock my life...
ok photo of me! good boys n girls look at it and miss me more in Singapore ok! i will be back soon! demanding buddy say she only give me 2 weeks to play and i must come back on the 20th to accompany her to mr ang's event...haha see how la hor...

i just notice that buddy took lots of unglam candid shots of mine when we are enjoying at coffee bean some days back and uploaded it on fb! omg man!!!...buddy enjoying seeing all those unglam candid shots of mine when i'm away ah... when i'm back u will be dead!!! hopefully she had set the album to private!!!

off to pack bag le else it will spell as D I E

2010-03-04T22:02:00.002+08:00

ytd gathering at my place was fun indeed. good times don't last but memories will stay.

sadly no photos because my camera gt no batt n I can't find my charger. LOL waiting for John for e pic then.

I'm counting down!!! 5 more days before I fly off. goodbye Singapore!! I will bring touchy there but wat if there is no internet??? lol

japan here i come!

2010-03-02T18:06:00.003+08:00

a filling of teeth cost me 80 bucks. and the main issue is the dentist fill the wrong teeth...my poor pocket...

it's indeed scary when there is only outgo but no income. lol i felt so expensive...everything even the air i'm breathing in seen to be expensive!

1 more week before i fly... be a good kids and miss me more in singapore ok! i swear i will be back real soon! as soon as u will feel time fly!!! blink more and i will be back! anyone sending me off??? haha...

there goes my good life.

2010-03-01T16:54:00.003+08:00

LAUGH!

i cant stop laughing at this pic when it's taken lol decided to share online and let those who had not seen me for long time to laugh together. lol i'm doing a good deed... laugh more. haha

what more can be more funny than my life now? without my parents i'm nothing and now i'm nothing because they decided to take away my golden spoon.

mum said everything clearly.as clear as plain water! she is not going to let me draw anymore money from her with the effect from 1st of march. kuku de. she sld at least give me another month of allowance first. even company were to fired anymore i thought the company must at least pay the employee one month pay?

why this rule doesn't apply in wong family? i going to be dead before all those trips ever reach...

shall refrain myself from going out now and i got to go get a job fast. any part time to intro???

the full stop to poly life. (hopefully)

2010-02-27T20:44:00.004+08:00

friendship still remain...

HOT HOT HOT!!! the weather is freaking hot!!! staying at home is definitely a better choice!!! there is an old uncle approached me today and say, 小妹很热hor，今年会是十年内最热的一年，会一直热到六月。WTH!!! FAINT!!! till june? omg... how to survive??? lucky i wouldn't be around in sg tat much till june. haha! heng...

anyway this year wasn't a good year. nothing is happening average. it's like a roller coaster from the damn lowest point up to the highest in a sec and now it's coming down again. Something happened today. i cant say much and i cant share out. the feeling is indeed suck...and guess everyone in the family is getting their feet jumping on the hot ground now. everyone is panic and guess they are in a lost too. but what more can you do? relax and take a deep breath in. it make things better.

everything in sg is expensive. no money no talk...realist place huh!

2010-02-25T18:49:00.004+08:00

suddenly feel like listening to high music to get my mood up.

the feeling of knowing there smt important happening tmr n if u don't do anything to it you gonna regret for sure n
yet u r not doing e something that you sld indeed SUCK!!!

can sm1 pause the timing for now? alwhile will do.

2010-02-25T17:12:00.003+08:00

retribution is the only word I can say for now.

yes the world is round n e retribution is on me now.
平常心 it will be over soon. I believe.

I felt the peace in my heart. it's time to tone down. enjoying the moments of peace.

oh yeah...crab crab...butter crab...

2010-02-24T16:46:00.005+08:00

i miss my hubby damn damn much last night and then my hubby appeared in front of me before my paper today!!! lol. and i couldn't believe that i said "do you know i miss you badly last night because of the crabs feast u promised me?" LOL but sometime the feeling is really good to see your close one suddenly appearing in front of u without planning =)

i guess i'm a bad wifey because i notice i dont have my hubby's number.

hai... happy to say bye to fi. n reluctant to the greeting of the result. guess i had flunk it because everyone's ans is different from mine. i wouldnt be suprise if i get a D but no F pls. nono i dont wanna waste 6 more months!!! lol n i wanna a full stop to my education for now.... lol.

guess the sad things abt exam is... it's ok if u got aliens appearing on the paper but familiar questions appearing yet you can remember the ans. the feeling is indeed SUCK!!! lol agree? n today's fi i got this suck feeling...

2 down 1 more to go...god bless me...

random...

2010-02-23T20:17:00.003+08:00

did I told u b4 I saw a car with a car plate of cbk8889 when I was in malacca??

cbk fuck fuck fuck you. lol =xxxx oops sorry... lol

no mood to study~~~

2010-02-23T14:11:00.003+08:00

suprises in life.
be it good suprises or bad suprises
there will be suprises in life.
isn't it.

lol guess I'm damn good giving both in others life. haha
anyway others r damn good to give both in my life too. lol

I will no longer look at the past that I can nv be back anymore.

damn damny bored. sld I start chasing new drama? lol =x

I want more...

2010-02-22T23:45:00.001+08:00

I glad to have you with me but that's not enuff you know.
I'm not contented cause I'm a greedy pig =) admitted =x

day 53 and I had stay alcohol free. claps for me pls I'm do proud of myself able to hold the temptation even it's new year =)

anyway I don't see the point to drink when it's unable to knock me off anyway =) no matter what the effects do go away lol.

the facts

2010-02-22T17:19:00.003+08:00

end of 1st paper! 2 more to go. cant wait for it to finish so that i can leave here asap!

guess nothing to hide. yes my driving license is being revoked it's a fact so?

i guess another fact is this is non of ur business. is my business right? lol.

no matter how hopeless i feel for this world i still think i got great friends around me. i wouldnt reject meet up just that i dont plan for it. just let me being myself stop trying to change my mind set when the world wasnt that bad anymore guess i'm able to feel it myself.

some ppl had been trying very hard to survive, i wouldnt just end mine just because i'm unhappy with the world. i will leave well and as time come by i will prove to you how sadist is this world.

when you are at the lowest point in life there is always a better time coming by so i dont see the needs to be at the highest point worrying for the fall all the times. got it? =)

the ugly truth

2010-02-21T03:35:00.002+08:00

suppose to study today I guess. but aina from aust pop out at my place today. its being years since we last met and some how I felt she changed and I changed too.

I had being keep smiling nonstop infront of her but when she say somehow I'm seem to be not happy with my life and I seem to be depress I paused I didn't agree either did I deny but I guess my heart know the ans myself.

the problem lies on me I know. what she say is right the best soluation is not to change myself my mind set or my friend but is my environment.

is the culture problem the gossipping of human nature when I'm single you speak, when I'm attact you comment, when I lost weight you got smt to say, when I gain weight you make noise too and now I got pimple outbreak and look damn ugly it's seem like the pimples is on yours ass you will never spare me off. whatever I do I will become a topic of your. PRIVACY PLEASE!!! and selfishness in them talking is always cheap and when actions is needed no one is being spotted. all these really made me given up hopes for this world and maybe going to another country with different culture I wouldn't think this world is so sucky.

I used to name myself jaster becuz of the word jester because I will wanna bring smiles to people around me but I doesn't wanna be a crown. But did ppl appreciate? no they didnt they take it for granted and make fun of my name i didnt make a fuzz cause as long as you happy im fine. but that is all past thinking cuz now I no longer wanna do it anymore. guess I'm tired or perhaps I had grown up n no longer naive.

I remember someone use to tell me he like me cause I'm always with a ready smile and always optimistic but I can say I don't mind you disliking me now cause I'm who I am. same to anyone one of you reading this. don't waste your time on me. don't comment don't like alt f4 pls. you are welcome to do tat. I'm not pessimitic I'm just facing realilty. the ugly side of life.

把疼爱都给我，疼痛都给你。=p

2010-02-20T00:21:00.003+08:00

miss me? haha u better do! thank for e cny wishes ps couldnt reply i was in port! anyway im back to say HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR!!! port is nice place with nice villa rented. if u wanna go highly recommend u to rent e villa there. 2 king size bed with attached OWN swimming pool per unit with jacucci open roof shower room. damn nice room like rich tai tai with only less than 400sgd per night. very worth because we can share six per room. e room is big.

guess the thing I love the most abt there is the amount of slp I have haha. no matter where I go I just slp and I know it really irritate all of you haha. but who care?

good time kayaing n banana boat with Audrey casper lson gerald jasmine jay joe n bro. e sun is showering it's warmness on me and somehow I'm glad that I didn't turn too dark thank to jas sun block!

wracked 19ep of next stop happiness in 2 days yes I watch it in port gerald's lappy omg it damn damn nice! can't wait for e last ep! I found tat e last epi is on e the day b4 my 1st paper. it seem like a tradition that I will chiong for drama before exam since o level n all e last ep fall less than 3 days before my first paper start. main point is I gonna catch e last ep before my paper this time too. anyway I can say that the vanness in e show n his real life is very very very different person! if u r his fan u will sure agree with me. haha good acting skill!

ok it's time to do some mugging I guess else I won't be in time to finish 12 chapters of isect by Monday. bless me Kay.

it's cny

2010-02-13T21:49:00.003+08:00

No matters how unhappy I am I will always remember that I’m still more fortunate than a lot of people in this world. I should be contented and stay happy…

Did a clear up yesterday for my room. Starting from 12pm. At 5pm I notice the more I clear the messier it is. At 7pm I gave up and throw everything under my bed, to my amaze oh god my room is damn neat!!! I should have done it earlier!!! It’s a good thing that you have empty spaces under your bed! That’s important!!

Today I suffered from backache… must be too hard working ytd!

ps: i like this song! although it's selfish =x

ever since you appeared, i lost my happiness

2010-02-11T21:00:00.002+08:00

day 41. I guess i had not went any where at all.

day 9. I guess i had locked myself up for nine freaking days.

If there’s a chance, I hope you had never appeared at all.
If you had never ever enter into my life at all so, no matter how, I will never have to accept any prints of your exit.

how well do you know me?

2010-02-05T17:13:00.001+08:00

If I were to go up to sm1 n give that person a slap. Side viewer can say that I’m too much, I’m unreasonable, I’m in fault, I’m crazy, I’m shouldn’t do so. I’m uneducated.

But they also say I did a great job, well done, there must be a reason and many more. It depend how you see things and how much do you know and trust that person.

Thing happen for a reason, it’s just whether how good that reason is. I would not get affected by what others had being saying on me. It’s their mouth which I can’t control at all and what I can control is my mood. True? What for to get myself affected by gossiper who knows nothing expect the talent of adding oil into the flame?

I explained because I cared. I don’t doesn’t mean I’m not is because I’m disappointed. Where is the trust you are supposed to have in me??? It’s always de same. I don’t care how others view on this. I care how u looks at it. What I care is btw us. Not them! Anyway thanks for all the supports and console I’m alright. Really. If I don’t I will say I’m not. =)

whatever I say here do applied to everyone I care too. how are you people looks at me then? perhaps it will speak how "close" we are then. lol.

omg 3rd post for today!

2010-02-03T23:40:00.000+08:00

I guess I'm not a 3 years old kid so I wouldn't play a 3 year old kid game haha. erm I got another gift today. happy!!! haha it's seriously from someone who I don't expect it from haha so 2 gifts for today. it's definally a gd day. :) n pilipala pilipala I'm going to enjoy my long week end!

2010-02-03T18:39:00.002+08:00

I'm quite happy now. erm... good mood i should say. y? because of a gift... ty! and my holiday had officially started! and i got a good damn chat with manda, gene, sy n xzx about future.haha Dun ask me what am i going to do. because i got no plan in mind at all yet. i don't intend to future my studies for now and i don't feel like working and see people black face for NOW too. later? i wouldn't know. all in my mind is holiday!!! haha BKK, TW, France and HK! haha!!! after that then decide ba. anyone wanna sponsor me??? it's pretty sad that i cant enjoy CNY this year and that fly away my 4digit ang bao. =((( that explain y I'm terribly broke!!!

saw jh this morning. he scared me! he say that skipping meal for some time will make u fatter! y? because by not eating ur metabolism rate will drop and if u suddenly eat normally, it cause weight gain. =((( but now every food appearing in front of me just make me think of fats! n i don't feel like eating them in!

it seem like I'm torturing myself but i can say I'm NOT if i eat them in then I'm torturing myself!!! n not eating = save money!!! haha...

without you I just felt so imperfect.

I wish could stop looking at the past.

2010-02-03T01:06:00.004+08:00

there's no turning back. for time I mean. what done can't be undone and perhaps sometimes it's the faith that wanna it to happen. no point looking at the past which can never to turn back to right? happy moments doesn't last and will never always be the sole exist in life.

ups and downs are just some favours in life. isn't it? it's easy to say but not easy to apply. I hate stupid lover but I can't help being one. it's easy to comments on other but hard on itself. I'm just trying to be random.

f nyp for the time table. sis n cousins went BKK to shop for CNY clothes without me. thank ah nyp. thank to u I didn't get a chance to fly. n final presentation had ended. it spell as SONG AH~~ another deep breath night. gd night peers.

the bitterness in the sugar.

2010-02-01T18:27:00.003+08:00

i seriously wonder why. every since i got the mindset to give up totally, really like totally ur photo appeared right in front of me. u know u hate taking photo alots. 79 pic in the album with all ur half head capture suddenly i found a pic with ur clear face big appearing infront of me.u reminded me how heavy you are in my heart. it's aren't easy to drop u off and i'm torturing myself seriously i'm. i cry myself to bed last night. thinking about all the our past time. yes i said goodbye yet who is the one who left? i'm always here, down here the place when we first met. did u every turn back to look for me? you didn't. so am i holding on?

i drive i cab because i know u dun take public transport. i'm hoping ur car will stop beside mine but it didnt happened. when i walk i always hope i will bang on to sm1 chest and the person is u like how we first met and say hello. but it didn't happened either. that is a lot of things in my mind i hoping it happen like how it used to be but i know it will never be. when time past. long enough to get tired i thought i will let go and once again i see some hope.

but so what if i found you?
everything after that spell as impossible. faith shows everything...

our last date.

2010-01-31T17:22:00.002+08:00

i'm back eariler than what i expected. LOL

Hi! are u all missing me??? oh i'm growing fast and i'm definitely a big eater!!! anyone wanna feed me??? i'm hungry again!!!my rich sis got her Oakley spect.
.me&bee, bee&me. she is pretty right!

SMILE! being retarded is my best talent! lol!

did spa ytd. one word! shoick! lol almost get killed in spa cause of a stupid stunt i done.LOL anyway if you are going for spa do tell the person it's ur 1st time even they did not ask. else you might not use to it and feel extreme tired after it. anyway i got a damn good slp last night!!!

Shopping! new clothes!!! yea i got damn lots of clothes but all is taboo colour so it's a new excuse to get new clothes!

all these clothes is driving mum crazy. i think quite a number of them i had never wear before and i got no more chance wearing it. haha da jie call my room rubbish bin cause it's messy and mum call it rubbish station haha! i think one of my year 2010 revolution will be stop spending money on rubbish lol! anyway i'm discarding them soon it's heart aching n felt so wasted but no choice else new clothes got no space! task will be done before Chinese new year! n mum n dad is the most happy person to receive this news! lalala this is not important anyway.

i feel like dropping a load off after saying everything clear.9 days, 9 happy days i thought it's long but after counting it, it's only 9 days haha anyway it's a happy 9 days. we got happy ending and i hope u r really happy for me.

this thing cant hide for long. Sooner or later it will become a topic within my close one. it's wouldn't be a surprise. human do gossip, aren't they? moreover i got nothing to hide i admit it's my fault and clear self conscience applied. i know what am i doing. for all who don't understand. i dun blame u. the least you could do is don't pass negative comments. i dont wanna to lost a friend because of some comments from some freak! even if i fall and get plenty of cuts, it's my choice , my problem. even i failed at least i try. the most important is dun always stay at comfort zone. i wanna live with no regret.

driving out. i think my bed room slipper is cute =)

oh ya i met a stupid driver just now. any how cut lane n i almost kissed onto his car butt!!! and that stupid driver is my bro! pro right trying to get his sis into trouble and say he is trying to test my skill! lucky my skill is good!

the lil wonder in my wonderland.

2010-01-28T04:16:00.004+08:00

Look at the time now! I wasn't awake because of project. but smt that u people will hit my head for!!! haha i eaten a rummy burger at 9 and i think that it's fattening so i keep myself awake till i feel that it is digested! hohoho...=p

i don't like to plan things ahead... but everything seen to be planned! haha
Thursday e-comm test
Friday Comm skill test
then dating after school.

and Saturday spa treat!!!

now shall say as love love love!!!
back on Monday i guess!!!

you 're hot and you're cold.

2010-01-25T20:58:00.004+08:00

it's hard to slp when there is some outsider camp in ur room. lol you know when u toss around you are so scare that u will wake them up. you will scare ur room is messy ur room smell and ur room... luckily the sun arrive early and then it's a night where i didnt get to slp much although i was commented to have the best slp among the four of us at night. LOL

install a bed in my room for bee...and what is the return???
a injury...guess which part of me is injure?

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it's my leg, kanna smash by the bed frame and now my toe is swollen!!!

went cwp (the soup restaurant) for dinner. dd brought us to timezone to seek childhood time. haha i can only say waste money. in less than an hour we spent like nonsense. it remind me of my "china day" when we can spent whole day in their "time zone" without spending much. there is smt fresh that caught our attention, it's this mini rider2 cost $4 per ride (it's smt like roller costar) (4D without 3D spect) i had my ride with bee. da jie,xiao mei, bro n bro gf give a try too. they say is fun but i think money wasted only.

4 days more to the major project submission n i had not started. am i pro in someways? i think i'm digging my own grave. haha

2010-01-23T20:43:00.006+08:00

HELLO =D hopefully my pic didn't scared you. lol I know I had mia for the past 3 weeks(?). yes i had being rejecting meet up and staying at home emoing. haha!!! couldn't believe I had not went shopping or perhaps out gathering this few weeks even clubbing. NOT AT ALL. other then finding da jie. needless to say I mia from all those clubbing meet up too i'm not so into it. I'm not a clubber. I told u I'm not and yet u dun believe. I do hesitate agreed for the sake of agreeing n then mia cuz i dun feel like entertaining anyone. I love gathering I love to play be it at coffeeshop or anywhere else. It doesn't need to be at club you just don't believe and you doubted me. but what else can I do?

Didn't really done a proper update too because...no reason actually haha. this is how i look like now. rounded face with a pair of panda eyes. I told u I gain weight!!! btw can you see my dark circle? it's huge right? lol. just brought a 89dollars cream hopefully it help. sld intro if it really help.

specially headed to vivo to get my hard-to-find surprise. thank evel for telling me where can i get it. sometimes we just don't know the reason y we will do smt specially for someone? but what is the return?

2010-01-23T11:13:00.000+08:00

when i'm napping I got good friends appeared in my dream.
when i'm slping I got a sweetie come and squeeze my single bed with me.
so now, i'm body aching. haha

it's time to destress @ ph

2010-01-22T14:18:00.002+08:00

I don't put love in my mouth.
I place it in my heart.

so don't hear it from me.
feel it from me. with ur heart.

heading vivo after sch to find my kinder suprise to suprise sm1 since I'm on my way to ph too :p

u make me breathe hard bcuz I know I will lost u at any sec.

2010-01-22T05:39:00.002+08:00

wat r u doing at this timing?
I'm trying hard to make myself slp. so pathetic right?

lol anyway to my horror two meals per day actually make me gain weight.
it's time to go on diet because I don't wanna let you see a fat pimple outbreak panda.
my dark circle spell as pro.

last but not least. I love ang gong kia. who say people with bodyart are bad people? wake up ur idea pls.

i

2010-01-20T12:08:00.002+08:00

av 5678

the gem of life. 42 more ep to go. =) nice show.

ps: with you or without you, i'm still who i m.

2010-01-19T06:17:00.002+08:00

look at the time now. my eyes is still widely open. i wonder what had i eaten and turn me into a wonder women who doesn't need to slp. my head is going to burst!!! it's day 10 i think and i hardly slp. mei mei is waking up soon! really soon...when am i going to slp.

mense is killing me.

2010-01-16T17:55:00.000+08:00

It’s Saturday. Did I mention about my recent know ph clique before??? It’s ph night tonight.

Surprise that you didn’t contact me when I had mia from your life for so long. Perhaps you got a gd life now and don’t need me anymore. Lol disappointed? Should be but don’t know y I’m not. But yet I’m happy to see the real you. Haha. I think I had made a right choice. Bye.

i think everything is becuz i care n i hate to be accuse

2010-01-16T01:40:00.011+08:00

There are millions of reasons to dislike or hate someone.
As long as the reason it’s a fact, it’s agreeable
But if the reason is being make up or being accuse, it’s unfair

I’m glad to have you back anyway thou I thought of ending.

I wasn’t someone who will stick my face on someone’s butt. I hate ”biao cuo qin” a lot. at the same time I hate losing people who I care and want to be friend too. BUT I will appreciate if you were to have some unhappiness with me just voice out because I feel that being a friend with someone who dislike me is like being a fool acting and entertaining people only. I hate being a fool and definitely the best way to drive me crazy is not to reply my tag on tag board. It does make me feel like a FOOL which I detest the most!!!

Tell me you hate me and I will shoo far far away from you. I will not update on ur life and I stay as far as possible away from you. Don’t worry I’m very cooperate in this. I know what to do and I will make this nicely for us. Just tell me you hate me. (only for those who I treat as a friend the rest pls don’t come and be extra).

It’s like again; I’m making a big fuss over small matter and wasted someone’s time down to get this cleared. Sooner or later you guy will know what stupid things I done. So yea I dare to do I dare to admit n i dare to let u people know that y I hate being accuse and not being trusted. But it’s a misunderstanding for this, anw still thank I’m know I’m childish and once again WSL can you stop making big fuss over small matter??? Hai…anw before it's settle is big prob to me but after that it's small issue LOL.

never try to hide things from me. i might be sad by little facts told by u. but it's temperately. i will be fine later. hiding doesn't help at all cuz it make me so not ok for long time. if you appreciate me as a friend and yet you cant stand some part of me. i will appreciate you to voice out. no harm letting me know. i'm willing to change for a better me.

Oh ya, random a bit. I had to admit that my impression to evel had change completely but still I couldn’t believe I will told her something which I will nv tell anyone. My ugly truth. Haha hopefully she know how to appreciate me. lol

ps: never be sentenced to death without knowing the reason. want to die at least know the reason of why are you had to be kill.

and yours is make up stories and irritate me!!!

it's time to do some good deeds.

2010-01-15T13:34:00.000+08:00

What is your problem man?

Weight yourself before you speak ok. Oh, I forgot you are heavy but it’s your weigh not your status pls. anyway shut up n contribue to world peace pls.

I seriously hate people giving extra step on the back on other’s “down time” what for? To make he or she suffer even more? Oh pls the world is round, what come around goes around. So please do some good deed.

Anyway presentation is awesome! Lol people are laugh at my atrocious English. LOL even the teacher. See a good deed I done. Create laughter in class. Who call me not to prepare beforehand. Haha this show never be too confident at all times and never slack before a presentation else presentation mood is gone. =) going orchard point to look for da jie later…bye people. it's baby's day today.

de-stressing time

2010-01-15T09:11:00.002+08:00

on e way to sch today and saw someone looked like sero crossing the road to mrt station. his hair is light brown under the sun like the last time I saw sero. anyway it wouldn't be him cause he will definely nt step into yishun esp at this timing unless he had stayed overnight at his mistress place last night. lol

next it's my turn to present and here I'm blogging now to destress. lalalalala I'm not dead yet. but soon. r u waiting for me to die? be patient pls. haha

rules in life.

2010-01-14T22:23:00.010+08:00

sometimes it's good to not get involve. especially is none of ur business at all.

recently had being seriously stress!!! numerous of breakdown and suicide thought had being in mind. i do suspect i'm suffering depression but i know people who is suffering depression will not think and admit they are, so meaning i'm not! i'm still healthy but i guess sooner or later is hard to say.

in this world, almost everything had some similarities don tell me you had never get inspired by others before at all. is that counted as copy then??? so if you mind being copied so much, apply copyright in everything you do or lock your everything up. easy simple. since from day one point one till this day this time is always copying issue. aren't you tired?

there might be more thing i don't know but what i can say is dont get affected by others. the winner is the one who affect people, the loser is the one who being affected. i'm not siding i'm just saying what i feel.

i hate to be affected, esp by people/things which got nothing to do with me. that is even worst

i'm just passing itchy mouth comments to destress. filter it if u want. count me out in stupid things lalala i'm going to die now. bye.

baby you will be alright. dear god pls dont take him away.

photo requested

2010-01-14T12:23:00.002+08:00

when rich met richer

nah his name is call dollar not richer. my house new pet, the golden retriever. many of you had asked me how does he look like. there that is him 9 months old brought back sis and her bf got another one of the same breed named, Trisha and it's a couple dog again. poor rich is always single.

current mood: sad, sadder, saddest oh i feel like dying or perhaps I should go die now.
bye.

2010-01-13T20:25:00.003+08:00

It’s being a long time when I last went out to eat and walk around with friend. Coming 2 weeks I think. It’s long because I used to no able to sit still at home for a day and now I don’t feel like going out now.

TODAY I got craving for spaghetti so I headed to west mall with vani for a walk, get little things for myself and eaten pasta mania with hazman. Got update on people who I know and he knows life. Not really listen till smt he say strike my attention anyway not important but somehow he is like a loner in sch now and yet he know so much. LOL stalker! Haha. Hopefully life in sch life will get better for you or sld I say hope you will behave more normal haha and no one will get offended when her/his life is updated to me.

Even I’m home it seem like I’m not able to slp well or sld I say not enough rest. Lying on the bed doesn’t help much cause I just can’t get into my lala land. Feeling extreme tired and wore out. On the other hand I’m proud to say I'm able to attend class punctually, reason? Of cause is because I can’t slp so I’m able to get out of my bed in time. Sooner you will see me with panda eyes. Imagine, panda with pimple outbreak? Lol wonderful right.

ps: everybody has their own life. the grass at the other side is always greener. dont get affect by things which got nothing to do with you. esp other's life, dont compare, dont jealous just envy and let it passed. dont hope for it. what meant to be your will be. dont waste time and effect on empty hope/wish. wake up my dear. your life might not be the best but it's alot better compare to others. agree?

when e girl meet her mum.

2010-01-13T20:01:00.005+08:00

meimei

jiejie refuse to get down from my arms.

It’s a twin, my adopted kid.

The elder one is mine. Jie jie is her nick name cuz she is the elder one. So of cause the younger one is call mei mei. Don’t try to call wrong name in purpose cause it will make them piss off and say hump 我不要跟你好了，我不喜歡你！！！

She seriously makes my day because she will come to me and say 我要你，我喜歡你，我要跟你，我要跟你坐，我要你抱我，你不可以不要我and she will kiss me out of sudden. Isn’t she sweet??? My precious girl, she is 5 by year. =)

I’m so sorry sweetie that I had actually forget your exist totally for one year plus the last time I see you was like you were only 3? Omg and the first word jie jie told me was 你是誰？ Lucky we got the fate and you still love me yea. I miss you my baby girl.

It’s my cousin kids btw. so i'm gugu now. or sld i say biao gu.

2010-01-13T13:11:00.001+08:00

I wanna get a mac computer.
Initially a mac desktop like bro’s old one. Cool and nice. But now I want mac book air.
Why?

It’s nice and easy to carry around n it’s SLIM!

But people are telling me that mac pro better, more power. As in you pay for smt worth. It's cheaper than mac air and what is the different to carry mini around if you want smt light? And air is big although slim so it’s useless cum pointless. it got no disk drive! this is mad!!!

True! So conclusion,dd I want a mac pro.

in de car

2010-01-12T14:21:00.005+08:00

me: 老爸我要n97 or n97 mini。

dd: 不要n97浪费钱而已n86啦比较好。

me: 不要--97漂亮！

dd: 重看不重用。

me: 我要！

dd: silent.

me: =(

I want n97 mini!

2010-01-11T00:08:00.001+08:00

when i'm down n mood less, i found that mr bgl guru is able to make me laugh like lalala!!! thank lots!!! i know you just cant say NO to my pls! haha!!! pls pls pls!

thanks, i'm fine.

2010-01-09T15:26:00.005+08:00

I know you are trying to help. but other than sitting aside and look at me there isn't anything you can do isn't it? don't feel helpless at least you let me know i'm not alone. i got you(s) by my side accompanying me through the storms. for that i'm thankfully to have you by my side.

I wanna thank those who had texted and called me. Those who had sent your regards and those who had specially came down to the wake. Even its 1am plus, thank for coming down despite busy schedule. Really thanks.

I don’t know why this incident really given me a hard slaps, as hard as I’m able to see a lot of thing clearly. You know things like you think its important is actually not at all. Really not at all sometime you wouldn’t even know the value of it. People alive kicking at this sec might even just left without a bye at the next sec.

I had some unhappiness with someone recently, till the extent that we hardly talk. We were once so close that I thought I couldn’t lost him at all but things happen I hate him for not trusting me. I hate people who doubt me. I seriously hate it but when grandpa just left like this, without a signal I think I’m stupid to be bother by such a small issue. We should learn to treasure, appreciate and not being affect by little things in life.

Lastly I wanna thank both my buddies who are there for me physically and mentally when I’m down. Really thanks. I know you both are busy with sch work and your work thank for finding time down to accompany me and text me at time to remind me I’m not alone. And to miss Ting Wei Xin. Seriously thank, thank for being there for me. Thank for smsing me to find out how I feel everyday two days. I appreciated what you have done and I will not forget that you had accompany me thought my “down days”. really other then thank is only thanks.

2010-01-07T13:50:00.003+08:00

endless of quarrel endless of fights.
endless of arguments endless blames.
now it's endless of tear and the hardest good bye.
I felt like losing the whole world because I said bye.

treasure before it is gone

it's a new year for you and me.

2010-01-01T16:19:00.010+08:00

HOHOHO, it’s not merry Christmas but HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!

Wish that everyone will have a great year this year!!! World peace and smile everyone everyday every sec =)

suppose to stay at home ytd to be a good kid but guess it will never happen. my butt just can't sit still at a spot for long.=x lol but i'm good enough to volunteer to go home at 1plus.

Overall 2009 was a year which I gone through super lots of up and down. (esp last 4 months of 2009) Lots of first time experiences. A year which I seriously feel I grown up a lots, learn a lots. No matter you like it not, life still got to move on, the world will not stop for one and never trust other too much. Never misjudge, everyone is a human as long as he/she is alive there will always be changes. Last but not least nothing last forever so don’t take things for granted.

we brave through all the storms and it shall be another year of sweet honey for us.♥♥♥♥♥

the fyp/sch clique.
omg i seriously love you all lots. you people taught me how to spell the word S-I-M-P-L-E.
i hope we will stay in contact forever. loves! ♥♥♥♥♥

last year i guess i got the most family trips.
to lots of places by plane by car by boat by ship. i hope we will have more this year!!! ♥♥♥

the china trip. i get to know a lot of new friend and it the first time I'm staying oversea for 40days. learn a lot of thing and had lots of fun, done lots of stupid things. independent is the word =) ♥♥♥

my bdae celebrate. last year is my fav and the most sucky bdae at the same time. i wasnt in sg so the day before great people given me great surprises. outing at ECP and surprise me with a special make bdae cake my fav cake with my name on it. and people knocking at my door at 12am to surprise me. and mj make me lost like hell on the other hand lol. but it's the year with the most people celebrate for me. i love you all lots!!!♥♥♥♥♥

CLUBBING, PUBBING, PARTYING and NIGHT LIFE!!!
last year is my 1st time going to work. for ipp attachment. as well as it my 1st time going clubbing, pubbing, partying and having night life. i wasn't a clubber i swear but i love music. i love party, i love playing out at night and i love to stay out late with friend with the loves one. So going clubbing doesn't mean i'm a clubber. but kind of enjoying the atmosphere there =) gangster driving by gangster is also not forgotten too. let's go for more supper this year.

on the other hand, bad thing happened to. thing like illness strike, suffered both physically and mentally. So i hope you will shoo far far away from me. get lost please!!!

lots of hi-bye friends. i hate to turn people from i know to i knew. if that's the case i rather you don't enter my life at all. not at all.

got a license and car but i gave up in driving cause i think I'm not talented. LIKE SO NOT! bye!

spend money. guess last year is the year when i enjoyed the most and spend the most money. wth. this year pls don't repeat!!!

and many more. just don't repeat it anymore this year! ty~~~~!

i love you, 2009
but you are past tense already.
you will not be forgotten, don't worry. bye bye

hello 2010!!! i hope you will give me a better memories!!! muack!

darling I'm missing you badly, will you appear in front for me this year??? it will be the last year i'm giving you. i swear. i hope my secret wish will come true. happy new year to you too, my dear hope you have a great year ahead and hope god is able to pass my wishes over to you too.

dont think that you are useless

2009-12-31T16:28:00.001+08:00

everyone do had their worth in them.

just that some died without finding their worth.

st james night

2009-12-30T17:47:00.004+08:00

sis uploaded the St James photo muack! let's go again soon (after i shed away the 4kg i gained) LOL

avatar 3D with aud later. =) bb